It has been a funny week. I know a few of you caught on last week that I wasn’t feeling great. Thankfully I am very good at getting myself out of down moods, and I do feel better now. I wish I could say that I feeling fantastic, but not far from it. Anyway, the best thing I can do is move on, so let’s see what I can do.
So last week I thought I was going to get an amazing offer. Something that I had been working towards for a long time. As you can gather it didn’t happen.
I have been working so hard on photography for so long, and I keep seeing others get things, but not me. I have been lucky with some things, but I want something major. It seems it is time to try something else, again.
It is something I do a lot, or seem too. As one project fails, I find another to start working on. Though I am starting to find it harder and harder to do that. I keep hoping that something will be successful.
I’m also starting to think that I may need to get a real job, but will see how things go.
Dynamic Range Magazine
We are still preparing our last issue. It has been hard to get it together this time. I’m keen to get it done, but I am also keen to get onto other projects. That makes it hard, but hopefully you won’t have to wait too much longer for it.
It seems my future lies in teaching and now it is up to me to work out what is the best way of doing that. Through physical classes or through video and skype. Do I look at group workshops, or individual ones? Perhaps both.
I know I have a wealth of experience, and I am fairly certain there are people out there who are interested in what I teach. Now I just need to find them.
I have to think that my fine arts degree gives me some qualification to do that.
I will continue to strive for greatness, or strive to earn money. I do have some plans, but for now I will keep them to myself.
Today I have some from Point Lonsdale. It does seem like a very long time since I was there. I must get back, I feel like I am always saying that. It is a lovely place. I once dreamed of taking people to places like this for workshops, perhaps I can continue that dream.